Acceptance

April 18th, 2007

At some point soon I think I must accept that maybe my future doesn’t hold that “one great thing” or that my name may not be remembered by people outside my family. I think if that were to be my future, I would already be on that path and that doesn’t seem to be the case. I believe I may be past the point in my life where that possibility could come true, that possible future “off-shoot” of reality is already gone, I missed my turn near Albuquerque. I may have to accept a life less than great. I may have to accept a normal life and that is really depressing me today.

Inner Turmoil

April 4th, 2007